Day 27

It's Friday night and I am going to spend it doing my taxes. Hopefully my return will be as much as calculated. This was my biggest grossing year yet and I am paying for school out of pocket. It's nice.

Practice for worship last night was very "tense." I was scared. As soon as I stepped on the stage, I felt the frustration. Steve was very forceful. Everybody looked glum. We did like a 15 minute sound check. All of it totally reflected onto me. I became very angry and tired and upset. I just wanted to shove that acoustic guitar down Steve's throat.

The warm weather is definately feeling very nice. I remember, when I used to smoke, I would leave my windows down 24/7, unless it were going to rain or go below 30 degrees. But I just recently realized how much this summer is going to suck worse than this winter. My car doesn't have AC and I like the windows down anyways. It is going to be such a tease to leave the windows down and drive. Driving was the worst for me. I could smoke 3 cigarettes in a 20 minute drive because I was bored. Now, just turn up the jams!