Day 3

I had my first college math class today. It wasn't what I expected. The most difficult thing we cover, is the trigonomic identities, which I learned in March of 2008. This makes me sad. I don't remember if I said this in the last blog, but my physics class I am in is a joke too. We cover algebraic physics, not calculus based, which is what I was learning second semester of my Senior year. I am so mad at myself. I feel like I am wasting my money. I also started english today. Wow, what a crap shoot. Over the course of 13 weeks, we are writing 7 papers, which each have to be 4000 words. Writing was the only thing that kept me from getting in the "C" or "B" area. UGH!

Well, on my way to class tonight, something sort of funny happened. Me and Sarah carpool to class on Tuesday nights. Sarah never quit smoking, despite my choice (I'm not mad at her for no quitting nor am I trying to make it seem that way. This is just for my points sake). Well, we started driving and she couldn't get the window down. I told her to try pushing it down because it was frozen. She tried that and she tried banging on it. Inside I am laughing my pants off. I start to feel bad so the next side-street-stop sign we came to, I got out and pushed really hard and opened it. She smiled at me and said, "Thank you, baby!" She lit up, and we went on our way!.... Good story, right?

Did you notice anything about that story? Sarah smoked right in front of me, and I did nothing. I wasn't even thinking about smoking a cigarette. The smell was so strong and potent, but I didn't want to say anything because it didn't even really bother me. I just think it is a huge chunk of progress that I have been basically presented with cigarettes and have not even thought twice about them! Smoking-0 Me-1.